There was a piece of good news!

And a piece of bad news!

It was raining today!

He couldn't go out to look for a job!

He could still continue writing!

The situation was always changing!

Today was July 9th!

Thursday!

Sigh!

He had originally planned to look for a job today!

But it was raining heavily!

And today's rain!

It was raining heavily!

Whoosh whoosh!

Typhoon!

It shouldn't have gone so far!

What was going on!

Yesterday!

And it was sunny!

And it was raining today!

It was really enough!

He still had to stop writing for a week!

But there was a delay!

And now it was raining!

He couldn't do anything!

He could only write novels!

Sigh, could it be God's will!

Of course, that was impossible!

It was almost 10: 20 pm!

It was still raining!

This was a little unacceptable!

The river was already full!

It was still raining!

Yes, I had a plan!

I would go look for a job after the road dried up!

I would have to wait for at least five more days!

The road wouldn't dry up so quickly!

It was raining again!

I had to wait again!

That was the plan!

I didn't know if there would be any changes!

It was originally the plan!

I was going to the Human Resources and Social Security Bureau today!

But because of the rain!

I didn't go!

The weather was bad!

Yes, it was nonsense!

Could it be God's will!

They really wanted me to be a full-time writer!

But that was impossible!

I didn't believe in God's will!

I was still more willing!

I believed that there was a way!

Now, other than the electricity in the house!

It was already completed!

Another five days!

That was the plan!

I would go out to look for a job!

I couldn't get used to it!

What happened to the agreement!

This was what they meant by the unexpected!

I finally understood!

The rain was raining!

It was too lame!

But from the looks of it!

It would be sunny tomorrow!

I would look at it tomorrow!

I was also very anxious!

I didn't know how long the road would take!

I could only do it!

This was a problem!

I still had to face it!

Luckily, I didn't have much burden now!

I was only living for myself!

Luckily, I didn't have a child!

Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to take it!

There was so much pressure!

That was it!

This pressure!!

It mainly came from survival!

I hoped to live a better life!

And I didn't even have enough to eat!

I couldn't solve it!

I could only say!

I still had a long way to go!

I had to go!

I couldn't muddle through!

This was mainly because I was harming myself!

I had already submitted yesterday!

I didn't have much hope!

Yes of course!

Writing of the novel!

There's nothing wrong with writing for free!

At least the copyright was in my hands!

Although it wasn't worth much!

But there would always be something that belonged to me!

There was no doubt about this book!

It was mine!

I could be considered as someone with intellectual property rights!

But it was of no use!

Actually, it was like this!

I couldn't be discouraged!

What kind of man would I be if I fell just like this!

I couldn't even take this little setback!

How could I become a famous author!

But this was only one kind!

Cultivation!

The ending was the same!

Experience is needed in life!

Constant pursuit!

Although I wasn't very good!

But I was still willing to work hard!

That was it!

These days!

It was enough!

I didn't play the game well!

I couldn't get up!

This was the bleakness of word games!

It couldn't work!

Of course, I had said that the game was just going around in other people's world!

But I liked this kind of quiet feeling of forgetting myself!

How should I put it!

It was better to take it lightly!

It was useless!

It was just entertainment!

That was it!

The mentality was very important!

But I took it seriously!

Sigh!

I could only say!

That was!

Too serious!

You would lose!

But winning or losing wasn't important!

There were no winners in life!

There were only losers!

This was inevitable!

So what if I won!

I had to work hard even if I lost!

Yes, that was it!

Continue with my writing!

Today's plan was to write 3400 for this chapter!

I still had 2500 left!

It was time to work hard!

Well, how should I put it!

My life!

It wasn't exciting!

But I had hope!

I could lead a better life!

I didn't have to worry about food!

But there were some problems!

I couldn't solve them for many years!

Not only in my studies!

But also in my life!

I had serious problems!

Change!

That was not possible!

This kind of thinking!

It was too deep!

It had affected me for a long time!

I don't know how to put it!

It was hard to say!

My attitude towards this world!

It was still unfamiliar!

Just like that song!

An unfamiliar city!

I only remembered this line of the lyrics!

The world was still young!

But I would slowly grow old!

Seize it!

Not much time!

Do what I wanted to do!

But this was a kind of cultivation!

Of course, this was a kind of experience!

It could also be done!

This could also improve myself!

I had many weaknesses!

I had many things that were not perfect!

This was the problem!

Uncomfortable!

I was thinking of a problem!

When would it be!

I could take on the responsibility of a family!

But not now!

Sigh!

I also hoped that my family could develop in a good direction!

But this was difficult!

I was no different from others!

I was not considered to have perseverance!

Others!

Many people wrote!

Even for more than ten years!

What I have is nothing!

It was too insignificant!

But I was still worthy of recognition!

At least I was persevering!

I was also considered a latecomer!

Although my writing style!

Indeed!

It was not good!

But I still wanted to write!

That was it!

My dream!

Was to be a writer!

I had a chance!

But I was training!

Settling down!

This was also an opportunity!

That was it!

Life was always full of surprises!

The unknown and the surprise!

That was it!

I would never know what would happen tomorrow!

What!

Who knows?!

But as an ordinary person!

It was useless!

I could also predict the future!

I would grow old!

In the near future!

I might end up on the streets!

I had such a feeling!

That was the result of not working hard!

People like me were destined to lead such a life!

Sooner or later!

I did not compromise!

But I was always giving in!

I was already considered to have not complained much!

Now I was only with the readers!

Chatting!

Damn!

I wonder if the submission would be successful!

My book!

It was still somewhat innovative!

Although!

I wrote it this way!

This was my style!

It seemed to be hard to change!

I don't know if it would change!

Who knows!

I don't know either!

I could not predict the future!

If I had that ability!

I would have been rich long ago!

It was better to live a quiet life!

There was nothing wrong with that!

I just felt a little indignant!

Of course, it was nothing!

I felt indignant!

But that was the reality!

Reality taught us how to live!

I was no longer that so-called student!

I was now a member of society!

I had to face a lot of things!

It had to be like this!

I could never go back!

Roughly Gao!

I could never go back to Sha Gao!

All of this!

It could only be considered a beautiful dream!

I could only search for it in my memories!

People should look forward!

That was also possible!

No matter what!

There was nothing wrong with living in memories!

As long as you like it!

Anything was fine!

Maybe after the summer vacation!

I would prepare to go to Year 1!

And then participate in military training!

I don't know!

Would I be able to adapt to such a life!

I was assigned to Class 1-1!

Military training!

It seemed very bitter!

But I was a person with no consciousness!

My consciousness was very weak!

I was only focused on my studies!

The food in school was very good!

There was everything!

I loved fried chicken drumsticks the most!

But such a life!

It only lasted for a year and a half!

Blame me for not knowing how to cherish it!

Such food!

Born into society!

As an ordinary person!

It was hard to eat such food!

For the sake of my gluttonous mouth!

I gave in a lot!

So I was also a zombie!

Sigh!

I really wanted to eat fried chicken drumsticks!

Glutinous rice!

Fried rice cakes!

Fried rice noodles!

But I couldn't eat any of these!

There was a chance!

Of course, I definitely didn't have a chance!

I hoped to go back to Wenzhou once!

Relive the feeling of the past!

How should I put it!

I had the current economic conditions!

There were problems everywhere I went!

Sigh, it was uncomfortable!

How could it be like this!

Wait another 25 years!

I'll go!

Then I might not be able to live that long!

But as for how long I could live!

I wasn't too worried about this!

The mental hospital!

Those hospitalized!

Some over 60 years old!

Maybe I could live until then!

Over 60!

What was the outcome of mental illness!

That was what I thought in the past!

They would definitely be tortured to death!

They would definitely die miserably!

I felt like I was scaring myself!

Life was a kind of torture!

Just get used to it!

Mm, there were still 1,200 words left!

10: 55 PM!

I hope I could write faster!

Write for half an hour!

That was also necessary!

Mm!

I couldn't go back to Wenzhou!

When you knew!

When you cherished it!

But it was already too late!

I couldn't go back to Wenzhou!

I said I had made an oath!

I wouldn't go back to Wenzhou!

Now I couldn't go back even if I wanted to!

I had a relapse in the past!

It was in Wenzhou!

The school was very close to me!

But I still couldn't go!

With my current economic conditions!

It was difficult to go anywhere!

Just like this!

Continue!

Such a life!

I was thinking how could it be like this!

It couldn't be like this!

Continue writing like this!

Mm!

When I regretted it!

It was already too late!

Life's regret!

There was no medicine for regret!

Go and buy it!

Just like this!

How could it be like this!

It couldn't be!

Just like this!

How could it be!

Uncomfortable!

Don't let me live like this!

My life now!

It was also very annoying!

It wasn't like this today!

Hehe!

Continue!

This writing!

It was still raining today!

It was really enough!

Mm!

Books were being published everywhere!

There were only a few that could be seen!

I'll wait for my next life to publish a book!

But there was no such thing!

Continue!

Such a life!

How should I say it now!

Continue!

I don't want to say it!

It couldn't be like this!

I'll continue!

Sigh!

My mind was blank!

Sigh, I couldn't understand!

It was said that it was changing again!

Continue!

It couldn't be like this!

It couldn't be like this!

It was like this today!

It couldn't be like this!

Continue!

Life had to go on!

Continue with such a life!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

Sigh!

How could it be like this!

I have to write!

Many words!

It might be 500,000 now!

I don't know!

How could 500,000 be enough!

I estimated that I could write it in three years!

If I persevered!

I could write about 4 million!

It was impossible to write two chapters a day at work!

I didn't have the energy!

If I had the stamina!

I could do any job!

Just like this!

Continue!

Such a life!

Uncomfortable!

Such a life!

Continue!

Mm!

Today!

It was like this!

I don't know tomorrow!

My plan was to write for three years!

I don't know if I could persevere!

Who knows!

There were still problems!

Just like this!

Uncomfortable!

How could it be like this!

It couldn't be like this!

Continue!

I don't know what tomorrow will be like!

The only thing I can do is to work hard every day!

That's all I can do!

Sigh, uncomfortable!

Continue!

Such a life!

Uncomfortable!

Such a life!

It was enough!

Such a life!

It was also enough!

There were still 500 words left!

I still hoped that the submission would be successful!

I didn't ask for too much money!

About 600 a month!

I'll be satisfied!

Thinking about the lofty aspirations I once had!

That was enough!

I've said it before!

I want to be the richest person!

Now!

I can't even afford to eat!

Just like this!

Hehe!

How could it be like this!

It couldn't be like this!

It couldn't be like this!

Uncomfortable!

Continue!

Hehe!

Continue!

Such a life!

It was also enough!

Go away!

It's rare to talk to you!

Continue with such a life!

It couldn't be like this!

Continue!

Continue!

It seemed like my head was spinning from writing!

Sigh, it couldn't be like this!

Continue with such a life!

It couldn't be like this!

Continue!

Such a life!

Mm, it was like this!

Continue!

It couldn't be like this!

Alright!

It was about time!

See you in the afternoon!

Continue!

Such a life!

Hehe!

It couldn't be like this!

I really want to be like this!

It couldn't be like this!

It couldn't be like this! Continue!

Mm, that's right!

It was uncomfortable!

Mm, continue!

Work hard to live!

It couldn't be like this!

Mm, that's right!

I'll be going for lunch later!

Sigh!

Don't think that I don't eat!

I haven't become a god!

I just want to lead a good life!

Everything else is fine!

I just hope!

I can!

Lead a good life!

See you in the afternoon!

I'll continue this afternoon!

It couldn't be like this!

This kind of life was too much for him!

Xi 'er!

I miss you!

But I've been dragged into this!

Blacklist!