The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 142
Continue until afternoon!
Continue writing!
Only now do I understand!
The pressure on me is so great!
Reality is so cruel!
I'm taking an afternoon nap!
Do you think it's easy for me!
Well, I still have to say this!
It's 3: 11 now, 3: 11 PM!
Let's see how long I'll take to finish writing this chapter!
I keep dreaming of being in school!
I don't know how to do this question!
It's a pity again!
I can't get first place in the country!
Then I'll tell the teacher!
I want to take the postgraduate entrance exam!
In a dream!
My life!
It's different from reality!
I'm a motivated man!
My goal is to get first place in the country!
However, I was admitted to the university in advance by a freak combination of factors!
I lost the qualification to take the entrance exam!
I'm dreaming!
At that time!
I'm only in my first year of high school!
It's just like that!
I can't remember it!
A lot!
This dream is very strange!
There's a very profound sentence!
I want to take the postgraduate entrance exam!
However, with my standard!
The postgraduate entrance exam is very difficult!
The postgraduate entrance exam has a written exam!
And an interview!
This is very difficult!
It's not useful to me!
I still have to be down-to-earth!
I have to live on!
A dream is just a dream!
Although it's not my first time!
I've had such a dream!
I've had all kinds of dreams!
I keep dreaming that I'm in school!
My results are very good!
My future is bright!
Then I've dreamt until now!
I'm under a lot of pressure!
In fact, life was just like that!
Great pressure is great pressure!
It all depends on one's attitude!
I'm under a lot of pressure!
I really can't take it anymore!
How could this be!
I can't even eat right now!
I just cried!
His tears had just been wiped away!
He wanted to cry again!
Why?!
Facing me is this kind of life!
What did I do wrong?
I don't accept it!
However, this was a form of cultivation!
But I was lucky!
Although my abilities are limited!
But in good health!
Although I'm mentally unhealthy!
He was mentally ill!
But there was no serious illness!
As long as you work hard, you can still make a living!
In fact, there are many people who are more miserable than me!
I know that!
I'm lucky enough!
Perhaps I am the lucky one out of all the misfortune!
Therefore, I should seize the opportunity!
Try your best to write well!
This novel!
My opportunity was hard to come by!
Why do I feel like it's so easy?
He had no experience or accumulation!
He couldn't write it either!
Too many coincidences are no longer coincidences!
That was inevitable!
Although my abilities are limited!
But I still have to work hard!
Although my willpower isn't the best!
Long before me!
There were people who persisted in composing for many years!
However, this spirit needed to be carried forward!
This passion!
It's still possible!
Composing for life!
It's still possible!
I have a chance!
I still have to write!
Writing a novel requires a computer!
I can't do it without a computer!
Input on the computer!
Speed!
Leaving my phone a few streets behind!
I can write at least 30 words in a minute!
The computer is broken!
I can only wait for death!
Not to mention losing the manuscript!
I will lose a lot of things!
Therefore!
I still don't want to lose the manuscript!
This also shows that I'm very lazy!
Write every day!
Shift it every day!
Isn't that better?!
However, this is also unrealistic!
Why is it like this?!
I didn't change the page this time!
After writing a chapter!
I continue to write!
I only change the page after a long time!
But this is the problem now!
There won't be any in the future!
Save the manuscript!
Write for a day and upload for a day!
This problem!
Naturally, it won't exist!
Well, how should I put it!
I don't want to install the internet cable!
After installing it!
I can't stand the temptation!
Looking at some inexplicable things!
So I know this!
My first novel!
It was poisoned just like that!
I read some laughing and joking every day!
It's just like that!
Uncomfortable!
How can this be!
It can't be!
I didn't expect this!
I still want to continue my novel!
Although it looks like!
It doesn't look good!
At least it's a genuine feeling!
This is the essence of literature and art!
I strive to be close to life!
Of course, I'm bragging a little!
I'm still at the edge of the literature and art circle!
But!
It doesn't leak!
Only the eaves know!
Do you understand now!
It should be said!
Actually, this is just a metaphor!
It's clear at a glance!
There's also a problem with my explanation!
Of course, it's good to have an explanation!
I still want to sing!
There's a chance!
I'll definitely sing!
Everyone listen!
This is filming!
It's enough!
Filming is difficult!
It's just like that!
Singing is still very easy for me!
It's not difficult!
Improvisation!
It's also not a problem!
Although I can't sing well!
But!
I can still sing!
Well, there's this feeling!
The weather!
Well, it's nonsense!
It rains in the morning!
The sun rises in the afternoon!
The brightness of the sun is, well, blinding!
So this is what it means to be sunny!
It's just like that!
Just thinking about it makes me cry!
Do you like to cry a lot!
I'm fine!
It's nothing!
I'm going to cry!
My psychological endurance is not strong enough!
I can see that!
So I should work hard to cultivate my ability!
It's just like that!
Continue!
It's a little sad!
When the road dries up!
I'll go look for a job!
It's not easy to find a job!
It's not the same!
It's something I know how to do!
It's just this feeling!
I'm too tired!
Now, there are some recruitment websites!
They're all problematic!
Those from other provinces!
They're also coming to us!
The treatment is so good!
There's no need to worry about not being able to find workers!
Not standing guard!
Even 5,000, 8,000!
It's enough!
Sigh, such malicious information!
It's really enough!
This website!
I won't talk about it anymore!
What website!
It's enough!
I can only say!
This is it!
The disadvantages of the Internet!
This was a fake Great Void!
Pure acting!
Good acting!
It's really good!
However, I feel that!
People on the Internet!
Most of them are scoundrels!
Even I can see it myself!
I saw what others said!
It's also very reasonable!
People on the Internet!
They're all scoundrels!
Who has nothing to do!
They go online every day!
It's enough!
There's a lot of fake news online!
What web novel typist!
500 yuan for 10,000 words!
That's enough!
I don't want to!
I don't dare to think about it!
I can even pay in advance!
This guy is too much!
This way, I can earn in a day!
500 yuan!
This way, I won't have to worry about food and drink!
10,000 words a day!
This is to me!
I can still do it!
It's a pity!
No one wants me!
One month!
I'll smile if there's 500 yuan!
However, I can't give up hope!
I won't sign a contract!
It's also a form of training!
It's just like that!
It's not popular!
It's okay!
The so-called popularity is when more people read your work!
I don't think it's that good!
But what I see is!
It's popular!
I can go on TV!
I can marry a rich and beautiful woman!
At my age!
I'm still very good at dreaming!
This is one of the reasons why I work so hard!
How should I put it!
I'm a very contradictory person!
A very conflicted person!
I don't even know why I can persevere!
This is a problem!
It's very simple!
I don't need to think too much!
Because I like it!
I want to write!
It's that simple!
I'm getting simpler and simpler!
I originally thought!
I'll be popular!
But I didn't expect!
It's still not popular!
But I should face my bleak life head on!
I thought I'll be popular the moment I write!
I once fantasized!
I can only say!
I'm in a hurry to write!
This can be seen!
I'm a person who's eager for quick success!
I'm more like!
An acceptance speech!
And it's at the level of a million words!
This is the situation!
Sleep today!
Sleep!
Two hours!
I just woke up and still feel uncomfortable!
There won't be much time for afternoon naps in the future!
I still have to cherish it!
En!
I keep feeling that I'm lacking!
What's this!
My!
Clothes and pants!
I misplaced it!
I don't know where I put it!
I only remembered it now!
I'll go look for it later!
En, that's it!
Sigh!
My plan!
Of course, it has to be kept a secret!
My writing plan!
There should be some leeway!
Of course!
It's just like that!
The plan for this book!
It's still three years!
Actually, three years is nothing!
I've had 22 years!
It's all in the past!
These three years are just a fraction of it!
Writing!
It's also a form of improvement for myself!
A novel like mine that focuses on life!
It's also possible!
I can't write anything!
Fantasy!
Wuxia!
My life has always been very miserable!
I really can't stand the difference!
Therefore, I started to write a novel about life!
There's less to read!
There's less to read about beautiful women!
I don't know what the ending will be like!
Perhaps it will end in nothing!
But this ending!
There's no ending!
Because I'm writing it based on myself!
I'm not dead!
There's no ending!
Of course, there's an ending!
I have to search for it in my heart!
Actually, this kind of work is mine!
It's not complicated!
It's just some words about life!
I don't write anything profound!
I rarely use various writing techniques!
I don't know how to do it either!
Therefore!
A novel like mine!
It's still very easy to read!
Based on the feedback so far!
Some people!
Have difficulty reading it!
But there are still problems!
I don't have a so-called plot!
Actually, if I have a plot!
I can write a simple and unadorned novel!
There's still a possibility!
I'll win an award!
But now, the chances are not high!
I have to write this work well!
It's difficult!
It's no less than writing a novel!
A Xianxia novel!
How can it!
The story has a plot!
But I still have a problem!
So I should work hard to write it!
Train more!
I didn't write this book well!
Next book!
I still have to write it!
My writing is too bad!
I can't write the feelings of an ordinary person!
This is also my regret!
Maybe this is my writing style!
There's nothing bad about it!
Maybe this is my own specialty!
Maybe!
I'll be famous because of this!
Maybe!
Of course, I have to write it whether I'm famous or not!
Writing!
It's hard to stop!
It's very stressful!
Of course!
It's very easy to stop!
For a mental patient!
It's very difficult!
Of course, this will happen sooner or later!
I'll have to face this day sooner or later!
Sigh!
Maybe it's tomorrow!
There are still problems in life!
Waiting for us to solve them!
I can't let it end like this!
It's over!
I'm still very disgusted!
And I hate myself!
I don't think highly of myself!
But I'm a contradictory person!
I also think highly of myself!
What is it like!
I don't know!
I'm still afraid of myself!
I can't write!
I'm afraid of not updating!
Even though the Internet has already broken my heart!
I still have some nostalgia!
Even though it's my work!
Many people might not like it!
But this is not important!
Actually, it's a work!
First, you have to like it!
I like it very much!
I think I'm very realistic!
This is how I feel!
There are real feelings in it!
Sigh!
It's going to end today!
Actually, I have a lot of things to say!
I'll say it slowly!
I'm not in a hurry!
Actually, there are a lot of things!
I haven't written it yet!
It's just like that!
Actually, I'm still lacking in observation of life!
My observation is not deep enough!
My experience is not deep enough!
There's no end to it!
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