Today is the 15th of July!

I've looked for a few jobs in a row!

None of them were successful!

What should I do!

I'll starve to death!

People like me!

Without a job!

I'll starve to death!

I'll be under a lot of pressure!

I'll go to the city!

I'll meet a homeless person!

I might end up like him!

I can't do it!

I can only go to the electronics factory!

I have no choice!

Electronics factory!

I don't really want to go there either!

I mainly want to!

I can't take hardships!

Then I'll just sit and wait to starve to death!

I can only do this!

Sigh, reality is cruel!

Work!

It's not easy to find!

What should I do!

It's already afternoon!

It's already 5: 30!

I might write it down!

7: 00!

I've only just started writing!

I don't feel good in my heart!

Work!

It's really too difficult!

It's really not easy to find!

Sigh!

I can only go to other places to look!

I think I can only go to Chengdu!

Over here!

It's meaningless!

But Chengdu!

It's really too far!

I don't even have a place to stay!

Sigh!

Just thinking about it is enough!

This feeling of being unfamiliar with the place!

It's really not good!

I'm sad!

At most!

I'll starve to death!

Okay!

Could it be!

I'm still afraid of death!

I have to write something like this!

Feeling!

My head feels dizzy!

I've gone to two places!

One in the city and the other in the county!

No choice!

Work now!

It's really not easy to find!

Could it be!

Heaven wants to cut off my path of survival!

There's no news again and again!

All I've done is fill out a form!

That's enough!

How can I do this!

Actually, life!

It's just that difficult!

What should I do!

I'm so tired!

I need a job now!

A more stable job!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

It's really not easy to find a job!

I've encountered all kinds of difficulties!

The things that I know!

Are less!

But there's no choice!

This is the reality of the situation!

As for the land!

I don't have that ability!

If I can't find a job!

I'll be waiting for death!

I don't have a job!

What do I eat!

It's hard to even eat shit!

This is the situation!

Is the whole world against me!

I don't like this feeling!

How can this be!

This can't!

Continue!

Compose!

I still need to work!

Compose!

And he became one!

My only ability!

No choice!

This emotion!

There's a distance!

I can't touch it!

Just like in the song!

Sending a letter without an address!

This emotion!

There's a distance!

This feeling of sadness!

It's not like I've experienced it before!

It's hard to understand!

I want to live on!

However!

I still want to look on the bright side!

Starve to death!

Actually, it's also a form of relief!

I want to live on like this!

I don't have a long life!

It looks like!

I want to move!

I'm going to Ningbo!

No choice!

Ningbo is waiting for me!

It's still easy to find a job in Ningbo!

Actually, I don't want to go to Ningbo at all!

I'll see!

Uncomfortable!

Sigh!

This job!

Why!

It's so hard to find!

Mm, so uncomfortable!

How can this be!

I feel!

Not good!

Work hard!

What should I do!

My job!

Where!

I don't have much money left!

What should I do!

Am I really going to starve to death?

Starve to death!

I have to die with a backbone!

I don't want to die yet!

I still have novels to write!

Sigh!

I don't want to die yet!

My dream hasn't come true yet!

Some things are meaningless to begin with!

However!

Perseverance is a form of meaning!

Work hard!

I have to persevere!

It's not easy to find a job!

That's it!

I don't want to work in the supermarket anymore!

But a job that suits me!

So little!

Not much!

Sigh!

How can this be!

Just thinking about it makes me uncomfortable!

My writing ability now!

It's also limited!

I originally wanted to!

Through my writing ability!

To support myself!

But now, it seems impossible!

I'm that brute!

That's right!

When I see a beauty!

I'll pounce!

This is the reality of the situation!

I want to find a job!

Alright!

Go to the electronics factory!

See!

I'll go tomorrow!

I won't wait for further notice!

I'll go the day after tomorrow!

There's nothing to wait for!

This is the rascal of life!

Sigh!

So sad!

Am I going to die just like this?

At least I'll starve to death!

I'll go!

Life is really hard!

I must work hard!

That's it!

Otherwise, I'll starve to death!

I don't have much money now!

Think of a way!

Find a job!

I might have to give some!

Hand it over!

Sigh!

I don't understand!

I haven't found a job anyway!

That's the reality!

However!

Rejection!

It's also an opportunity!

I can only think on the bright side!

Being rejected today!

It doesn't mean that I have no value!

It's just that my value hasn't been discovered yet!

That's it!

Continue!

Work hard!

Cherish the job that I've found!

No matter what!

Sigh! Think about it!

I just want to cry!

The pressure is so heavy!

This is bullying!

It feels like a mental illness!

How can it be like this!

There's only one chapter today!

There was no end to his bitterness!

Actually, I'm already considered lucky!

As long as I suffer a little more!

That'll do!

If not!

I'll just go and work!

That's all I can do!

Well, there's no other way!

I'm slow!

I'll work!

I'm also annoyed!

But I still have to go and take a look!

Work hard!

Sigh! There's no other way!

I'll adjust tomorrow!

I'll only write one chapter tomorrow!

My condition is really bad!

I don't have a job!

This feeling is so painful!

I have to work hard!

Uncomfortable!

I have 2000 words left!

Sigh!

Just thinking about it!

How can it be like this!

I'm in writing mode!

Not at all!

The heartbreak from a few days ago!

I can't extricate myself anymore!

It's a long story!

I don't even have someone to confide in!

I'm also a failure as a person!

Just thinking about it makes me cry!

How can it be like this!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

I've always been too dependent!

I have to try!

What's wrong with working!

There are so many people doing it!

What can I say!

It's just like this!

Sigh!

Where did the smell of pesticides come from!

But dying is useless!

Drinking pesticides!

Can't solve the problem!

People have to live in pain!

This is life!

This is the result of the so-called struggle for survival!

It's just like this!

It's really uncomfortable!

I haven't found a job!

I'll give myself a chance!

I'll adjust tomorrow!

I'll look for it the day after tomorrow!

I still have hope!

I hope to receive a call!

It's just like this!

Just thinking about it makes me uncomfortable!

Sigh!

Sigh!

Kid, you're still not working!

Now look at you, kid!

You're just like this!

Sigh!

I'm starting to doubt myself!

I don't know anything to begin with!

No work experience!

He didn't have a single skill!

It's just so sad!

Forget it!

I'll give myself a chance!

I'll adjust for the day!

No choice!

I'll go to the electronics factory the day after tomorrow!

That's all I can do!

Sigh!

I feel uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

I'll starve to death if I can't find a job!

I still lack training!

Abilities are all honed!

It's just like this!

Sigh, just thinking about it makes me feel uncomfortable!

Where did the smell of pesticides come from!

It smells so bad!

How can it be like this!

Continue!

Just thinking about it makes me sad!

Work!

Where to find it!

How to live!

It's just so sad!

I can't accept it!

I still have to train!

I'll start working hard from now on!

I really want to write a novel!

Call it!

The days when we drag out an ignoble existence!

But I lack experience now!

Reality is so cruel!

Just thinking about it makes me feel uncomfortable!

Is this how a person should live?

But!

I'm not any different!